"Up until a few minutes ago, I was gracefully laying in bed preparing to sleep, then I decided I'd share with the world my thoughts on people and see if if anyone out there feels the same. For some time now, maybe 4 years, it's been slowly sinking in that I can't stand people. It's this real weird feeling, certain things will attract me, but I will hate an entire community involved with it. Take for example the TV show Jerry Springer...I absolutely hate the show, yet I can't bring myself away from the set when it's on. I hate the exact type of people brought on to the show. These (assumingly) white-trash pieces of garbage that have nothing better to do then to fight over a toothless alcoholic (male are female). I stare in amazement at the screen watching the degenerate filth wrestle and slap and pull hair. I hate these people remind you. I look up and see that it's been a gracious amount of time since I turned the station on. I can't stop though. Another prime example is Jersey Shore. I hate EVERYTHING about what these people stand for, tans, obsessive fitness, nsa sex, and constant drinking/partying. Yet every thursday I find myself excited to go home and watch the newest episode. I can't figure this out for my life.
I'm a huge fan of Subaru and recently bought my first WRX. Upon the purchase I joined the popular forum NASIOC. As I ran into questions and concerned I went to the community for help and got my faced verbally torn off. These are the people are inspired by the same desire as me yet I hate them. See where this going? It's like my interests are stuck in an endless circle of interests involving the things I hate. Another prime example is family. For the most part, I hate my family. Mom, dad, aunts, etc. The people I actually enjoy and appreciate can be counted on both hands. I'm not an angry person at all. I'm the guy that will try their damndest to get a long with others and be friends, yet some way, somehow, I end up hoping I see a majority of these people thrown in a trash compactor. Please, don't make the misconception I hate my life, etc. I love my life. I live with my best friend, have no nagging girlfriend to bother me, I own my favorite car (2 total), a great job, and am free of the bullshit constant car accident of a life I lived at home."
A Response:
"Don't worry, I am the same way; but, I watch The Bachelor. Every Monday night after I get home from work I sit down in front of the TV hooked on the same drivel that is repeated every season on the show. It's brainless entertainment that satiates the void of actually having to interact with people I could literally hate. So watching stupid shows reinforces for me the reason why I hate people while at the same time making me hate them even more because after the show is over I am still alone."
Or, a howl!
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